{"id":64,"date":"2011-01-28T00:09:00","date_gmt":"2011-01-28T06:09:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/beckypalmer.thecomputerguy.bz\/2011\/01\/definitely-maybe\/"},"modified":"2015-11-11T20:54:38","modified_gmt":"2015-11-12T02:54:38","slug":"definitely-maybe","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/beckypalmer.me\/?p=64","title":{"rendered":"Definitely Maybe"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/_3exSs2ucOw4\/TUIP2loThGI\/AAAAAAAAAJk\/XWRuqChLMp0\/s1600\/question%252520mark-thumb-240x211-2834.jpg\"><img decoding=\"async\" style=\"MARGIN: 0px 10px 10px 0px; WIDTH: 240px; FLOAT: left; HEIGHT: 211px; CURSOR: hand\" id=\"BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5567029519871870050\" border=\"0\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/2.bp.blogspot.com\/_3exSs2ucOw4\/TUIP2loThGI\/AAAAAAAAAJk\/XWRuqChLMp0\/s320\/question%252520mark-thumb-240x211-2834.jpg\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<div><span style=\"font-family:arial;\">Am I interesting? This is a question I&#8217;ve been asking myself a lot lately- especially when reading other people&#8217;s blogs and trying to come up with topics for my own.<\/span><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div><span style=\"font-family:arial;\">I know I have strengths. I am a nice person. I think I can be funny. I have a large, if random, collection of information crammed into my skull that I can recall and share at a moment&#8217;s notice. I am a reasonably good driver. I am fanatically devoted to the people I love. <\/span><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div><span style=\"font-family:arial;\">I know I have weaknesses. I will always be insecure about my appearance for one reason or another. I have terrible, God-awful, worse than you can possibly imagine handwriting. I am a procrastinator. I am a lousy planner. I wear my heart on my sleeve at all times. I am prone to fits of panic.<\/span><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div><span style=\"font-family:arial;\">I got picked on a lot in high school and one of the ways I adapted was by owning the &#8220;weird&#8221; title and being proud of it. I went so far as to claim that normal was boring and I wouldn&#8217;t trade places with a normal person for anything. Now I describe the last few years of my life as &#8220;blissfully normal&#8221;. I can&#8217;t say that I miss the drama of my teenage years or of my 20&#8217;s. I certainly don&#8217;t want to go back to being that person who was always having a crisis of some sort. As tiring as that was for me I can&#8217;t imagine how it had to have been for the people around me!<\/span><\/div>\n<p><\/p>\n<div><span style=\"font-family:arial;\">So I guess if finally growing up some and having a stable, solid marriage, a good job and a IRA make me less interesting so be it. I&#8217;ll make up for it by being more pleasant company, a better listener and a happier person overall.<\/span><\/div>\n<div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Am I interesting? This is a question I&#8217;ve been asking myself a lot lately- especially when reading other people&#8217;s blogs and trying to come up with topics for my own. I know I have strengths. I am a nice person. I think I can be funny. 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